I know someone who reiterated the thoughts of myself and a friend discussing the difficulties of casting our ballots. This person thinks they may not deposit their mail-in ballot today. That person feels like me. How can we make a truly informed decision?

I want a leader who speaks a new language – a language of love and acceptance, a language of reaching out to all for input on policy making, a leader who does the will of the collective, a leader with true wisdom. I want a leader who leads from the heart, a leader for the new Golden Age we are entering, a leader who not only cannot be bought, but is not tempted to do so.

As my son would tell me, “Mom, you just believe in rainbows and unicorns”. Well, yes, I do. I know it is possible. Why not manifest it? Why not speak it so? What is stopping you from speaking what is desired instead of fearing the thing you do not want?

How can we believe these elections are a true reflection of what we want? We cannot. So, why participate when the system appears truly broken? There is freedom in not participating. Yet, I felt compelled to do my best and cast a ballot anyway. I don’t watch television. I don’t read my junk mail. Internet search was not much help. I don’t know what to believe. I could only trust my intuition as I cast my ballot and pray it’s not another “lesson” if it goes my way. At least I participated – system broken or not. I trust God has a plan and the collapse and chaos we see will bring forth a new order of calm, growth, and peace in which we can all just breathe and take our time in creating the new Earth. I see signs of beauty emerging.

My half barren back yard (destroyed from the loss of a tree during hurricane Milton) taught me all this.